Im at school right now and it really stinks being here. I just want to graduate and go to college. I mean i already know where I am going in the fall, so why can't I just go there now. Ohh well, i guess I can't always be happy, but sometimes I really wish I could be happy, lately I've ralized that I am never generally happy.

I dont really smile, I dont really like taling to people, and when someone I know wants to talk to me, I try to shy away from it all. I don't know whats going on with me sometimes, maybe i just need some time to think it all through.

I miss riding, I cant believe its been more than 2 months since I last rode......

I miss Captain and Sam.....

Maybe Ill try Volo Farm when i get the chance......

Ive recently fallen in love with the anime suzuka, I can't stop thinking about it, its great. Yamato and Suzuka remind me of my situtation. Never really having the confidence to talk to some people......